Well I wasn't going to let you catch up on the post count Ed so I had to post! lol...No seriously, what I wanted to say was that Nels, you know that out of everyone here, you and I could say things to each other in the open and I usually laugh and hardly ever take it personal. You just hit a soft spot when you were talking about children..

Tarra and I were pregnant over a year ago and she lost the baby and recently we found out that getting pregnant will be very difficult. We don't openly talk about it (until now) because it's not easy to deal with the fact that you want to have other children and you want your child to have another sibling but it may never happen. So we have considered several other options and we are pondering which one to go with right now but we are blessed to have Johnny and we are happy about that. So if I came across sounding really harsh I apologize and I know I need to take sensitivity classes but hey, we are not all perfect!I know you didn't mean anything directly when you mentioned what you did, but I just assumed certain things and lost it! (That's me kissing and making up)I think I have to deal with things my own way and sometimes it's not always the best way...

Anyways, enough with that! I love you like a retarded brother too!

Can't wait to see you all in two weeks even though we are a very dysfunctional bunch of guys!

Ciao

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